lonely =(

its lonely night...
i don't know why i feel like this when my family is around..
i can only feel the loneliness
arg.. i'm sick of it..
i don't need this yet i keep feeling it..
my face is happy right now.. but not my heart...
maybe i'm missing someone.. but.. who??
who is it that i miss??
who is it that makes me feel like this..
urgh.. this loneliness is killing me..

please go!!!!!